Bitter Sweet

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Bitter sweet that's what love and life could be.

But not this cake probably.

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As hard as

I refuse to deny anything
I refuse to push myself to achieve something
I always thought that everything should be ordinary
Even though it isn’t

Can’t help myself not to explain things
I can’t stop myself for straitening everything
Is it because I am really obnoxious?

Well, it’s really hard to push myself.
As hard as making me fall in love
As hard as making me a good person
As hard in pursuing my dreams look so far

And since I really refuse to think this over
I decide ridiculously if possible at the time being
And then stop and review my decision
And then reverse it into something else.

I wish to say that I try so hard
But the way I do it is not the same as anyone

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Two things that I don’t like:

Boring and stupid things
Doing boring and stupid things

I guess I don’t like myself huh *sigh*

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