Raised to be alright.

I do have my fears, I just don’t pay attention to it.

I am usually alone. And it’s fine with me. But now, for 20 months and 1 week I already forgot how to be alone. And I don’t know how to react for the fact that in the next days he might leave me for a while (and that could take months.. even years..). He needs to fix some things in his family. And as we know, family is always first. Even for me.

So, I try to ask my self, "What now?", "Can you do it?", "Can you pull through it?." Based on my experience, I'm not good on long distance relationship, though it did last couple of months but eventually I ended it. Maybe this is my fear, that what happened in the past happens again.

But still have faith in Him. He is in control. Thus, I have hope. :)

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Jeremiah 29:11

New International Version (NIV)

¹¹ For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

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“Once you choose hope, anything's possible.”
~Christopher Reeve