Feel Ridiculed

I feel ridiculed and it hurts.

Yes. After all the hard work it’s still not good enough. We just had the Partner's Board Meeting. First the mockery of the integrity of my work and second the caliber of me being an accountant. Today, I just realized that though I work and function as an accountant, maybe I really am still not qualified. It is not that I regret not taking the board exam before getting work, because I don’t. I have my reasons why I didn’t take the exam and I still got the same reason why I’m not taking it now.

Anyways, I feel the urgency of taking the board exam now, simply because.. I want to test and check myself if I can really be an accountant. I graduated Bachelor of Science in Accountancy but because of not taking the CPA board exam I’m not questioning myself now. Grr.. I really don’t like this feeling.

But still, no harm done.. I just need to move on like I always do and take myself to the next level. Like my favorite greeting from a friend of mine “Be better today than yesterday.”