Still hanging.. I guess.

I still don't know if he's going to stay here or not. But now, there's a big possibility of him going back to our country. Yes, he just said that he probably just have 1 week more to stay here. To me, it's ok that he go.. Because that's the best solution for everything, him fixing his family problems, him getting the learning he wants in our country and him finishing the 6 months ban without any financial expense. But in my heart, I know I don't want him to leave but I don't want to push him staying here if it means difficulty. I guess, I just have to follow what he always say as practicality. I saw his efforts to stay and I think that's enough to make me feel better. He did what he could, but still he needs to go. Maybe I'm just sad when I heard him say that he thinks that his 3 years where wasted here.. For me, though he might see that way financially but inside of him he gained something. I just hope for him to see and realized that..