Why expect too much?

I just been confronted again the reality that I am not valued much in our company. Or should I say not only me, but probably everyone here.

This past 2 weeks I’ve been hearing my boss asking me if he could get a bonus for managing the company. He is already one of the owners but still he wants to get more out or the company. Weird right.. Anyhow, after that conversation I just asked: “How about me?” Lol. Yes, I asked it. After I came back to vacation I told myself that I wouldn’t question whatever salary increase I will get but after a month I didn’t resist and still asked it.

It’s funny. He’s partially angry though I actually expected that he would go ballistic. Haha! But still, I continue with my piece but at the end of discussion it seemed unimportant to him. So, in short nothing happened. Which leads me to the question, why expect too much?

I realized that I don’t need to expect or be demanding. I just need to do my thing as I always do and expect a better result. Anyways, why should I worry about these things? God always provides, He knows what I want and what I need but most importantly He knows what’s best for me.