Back to Normal

The last couple of weeks for me has been kinda anxious time. That's what I call "taranta inside" mode. Meaning, outside I show that I'm fine but inside I feel that everything is scrambled and messy. This is mainly because of the job I applied for that I really want to get but didn't.. So, today I sent another thank you letter to the CFO and thankfully he is very accommodating and replied promptly to my email saying, "Thank you for your e-mail.  You were a very strong candidate.  The decision was between yourself and another candidate. I will certainly be retaining your CV for future openings." I'm still disappointed by not getting the job, but now at least my heart can rest knowing that they did get somebody else for the position. And 100% that I should not wait for it anymore. Another charge to experience. :)

So now everything is back to normal. Gonna be staying still for a while fixing things here in the company. And it's weird, the manager talked to me earlier and he said we're going to have someone for interview by next week for the assistant accountant position so for now I will not bother opening the CV's that we've got. It's better if there is a candidate already who's  arabic speaking. Another first for me if ever it will be pursued.

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Other stuff:

*Yesterday, I opened my gmail account and found a notification that there are new comments of the youtube video I made for the song All I Need by Barbie's Cradle (click here to watch). It's a unfavorable comment but I'm still having thoughts of deleting it.. I think we have a different point of view after listening to the song which I made the video for that's why that person commented like that..