I Didn't Get the Job

Lot's of things happened today, thinking about it is kinda depressing. But not really. That's just how it is.

First, we went to meeting with an Insurance Company to finish reconciliation for the 1st half of 2011. Me and my colleagues stayed up to 11pm at the office just to prepare the documents. The meeting started at 11am and once the meeting is done most of our claims will not be paid. So much for our effort. At the end it just looked futile. Anyways, it's just work so better move on.

Second, I sent a follow-up email for my application in another company and got a reply that my "application is on hold for future consideration". In short I didn't get the job.. But even so I still keep a little bit of hope that the portion of the email where "we look forward to making contact with you in the near future" would be as near as next week. So, I asked a friend who actually have lots of experience and she said it's just formality. I did not get the job. And I'm too naive. I got really sad, saying to myself "who am I to get such a job at such a company?" now I'm the one feeling futile. I still get teary-eyed thinking about it but better move on.

Afterwards, I ate a very delicious angus burger at Hardees in Al Wahda with my colleagues and felt really good eating and chatting. Then went home took a nap and when I woke up I watched Hunter X Hunter 2011 episodes that I missed while eating lays and chocolates. It felt good. I just finished one batch of laundry which I think is worth two weeks already and now I'm writing this blog post. I know I would still feel sad every now and then once I remember that I didn't get the job but that's alright. I thank Him for the experience and I know there is a reason. I learned from it. And I trust in Him alone. :)

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Other stuff: I can't stop eating tonight. I'm just finished another pack of lays, almost finished my water supply. Then now I just mixed some juice and gonna drink it while eating pistachios and more lays while watching Iron Man (again). ;)